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Destroyer | Borderlines

by GOLDUST

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1.
D.T.T.D. 03:19
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darkness falls swallows my everything, my all deathtrip through white and black the cold sun of hope shines no more i embrace the drained hearts i am dreaming a life within a life haunted and stalked the day dream until tomorrow dies descend and condemn all in me in the absence of light i must have died a thousand times dream until tomorrow dies
2.
White Nights 01:49
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my faith lies shattered next to my hopes in shreds are my palms the sun doesnt reach me from my fists a foreign light eclipse in white nights my love is childish, so they say i have waited a lifetime for the hell to freeze i despise human life (love) dust was all that i breathed in the darkest corner a few more days and it will all be over we're all guilty for all we say we do as we please we're like pigs we fuck to feel that anything's real since when. it never really began lust fills our minds filthy gaping vents just sows willing to copulate
3.
The Clawed One 03:15
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and i have got a name that i will never forget it has been shouted at me all the time and i have got arms not strong enough to catch a fall i fell down once, i have broken my bones out of all promises i could make i can not promise you this and i have got a head there was never a choice like a gun it is revolving unstoppable and i have got hands i cant hold anything dear they are claws to scrape away the shame out of all promises i could make i can not promise you this pile up the pyre of my desire burn me at the stake and set this lonesome creature ablaze. if i was given the chance to save a life i would even save yours in time if i was given the chance i would save everyones life around me except for mine
4.
To No Avail 03:45
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slit the throat that uttered the truth suffocation i knew what i stood to lose i am here in the cold incision i let love go in red flows naked and stripped chipping teeth to form a smile it will only be so worthwhile moonlight slips through the cracks i must have been in a coma for weeks i'm on the floor a soulless shell into depressions realm into bottomless wishing well i live it out i bleed it out for how long has it been i pin the shards in the veins i wrench open my hearts cave to see the character in its truthfullness i hear the voices standing in awe of better days i see my world from a daze a cold sting of loneliness enriches the words you have saved for me dwell on the closing, you said for this is the closer for it is the repetition of former sorrows you fall in love with things that arent there and never, you said, ask fortune to get it right you dont see that you are bleeding and trembling your hands hold nothing at all, bound to nothing, each to each so this is life, more scars than skin? you want to feel it all? this is it. it's all we have. it hurts.
5.
Intentions 01:09
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a well-known fear, a seduction that embodies me a vermin, a confession that breeds in me carved devoted ashamed depraved elusive possessive confused deranged i am the failure in every me and you i'll take the blame for the both of us so you dont have to like a shotgun blast to the chest like a knife stucked in the back of my head i grab the handle and try to twist the blade so we can make the best out of this charade "i love you's" like a brick in my hand this time you have received more than you could ever conceive still not close to anything tossing and turning i'm in a sacred state i am lovesick
6.
Awareness 03:44
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a downfall about to come failings on every wall lifes come undone fallen for every goddamn one only some verses to be forgotten soon enough a new horizon of dusk the world has to end in pain no solution, no solace no speech of soothing never again this is what it's like to be left behind this is how somethings turn out sometimes when the isolation's constant bad things happen because they can when the compassion's absent i have turned reckless are you aware?
7.
Isolation 03:16
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my apology, i made this up and you thought i’d never give up they will say its hard to read your lips through isolation and solitude and if you ever read suicide then this might have been just because i misspelled it. a chasm of grief right within reach future's overthrown hear the echos of the yeahs and the noes the spirit, the cult and the youth i am older than i seem to be the chanting will soon be over dust and smoke fill the air a morning breeze i fade away terror unleashed so here are my dreams in blood and steel writhing around demise butchered in black and fucking white frailty of the circle daylight shatters right in my eyes this life is a gift pressed upon us six times it has been easy with open arms, with open veins a darkness within my blood i give my heart up. heres to the ones that gave up give up
8.
Acheron 04:15
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carry me over upon the banks unsure of the things to come a dance with knifes unstable and capsized medicated vision rejecting human skin unable to materialize abolish human needs love whats left of the human shape no morality shattered glass you can't save me it's a cut away bloody and tossed blessed be thy will the forgotten child in search of safety eyes see inside into its own world can’t breathe hope savor the taste of loss dark swamps slithering unseen land crowned in doubts riven by grief manifest in greed unveil the dreams baptised in mists driven by greed unhide the despair it is real praise the death it is real i used to be alive now i am mere version of what i used to be i am the heartless one the opposite side awaits every single one of them as does hell
9.
Coldness 01:17
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i offer myself to the darkness in order to extract the joy from life take away your innocence i fall in love with strangers every once in a while synthesize the fear paranoid, i'm blinded intentions deterred in tention i stare adulterated exasperated inauspiciously another pill won’t set you free destroyer my lust has the shape of a knife destroyer the evil behind my eyes
10.
Control 03:37
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and i am just not what you are looking for and i dont know what i am supposed to do and i am assured it will only make things worse and i just want a way out of here i can feel the fear gripping tight losing focus this time out of control, can't hide the scars anymore demented, i'm holding on my breath until there’s nothing left for me i fell for fallacies and deceit i am a beggar for relief madness hunts me, the path's steep sleep is for lovers and i have chosen to stay awake my feet are stucked in the years of lent the head hangs low, the throat is dry and spent a person in the mirror, pitch-eyed black staring back at me, reminding me of all that i lack control hollowed eyes can't see
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Passage 03:48
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daylight has lost its shine as daylight dies so shall i rise i have awoken the fury the creature in me is strengthening its will the sun has lost its warmth as night comes alive all my life, a simple wish no longer a servant days turn into nights forsaken speech of the tormented i’m falling away from me a leap of faith is just a fall from grace a transition has opened to escape weakness forevermore where will it end? eroded moral i'm disgusting and dirty just like sex rise, i have been risen indeed let this be the act of penance reason has lost it's appeal to slaughter in your name to sin in your name i sink into perversion at my wit’s end only the rule of lash will deliver the laughter suffering is all i have to offer the cold touch of a world i created in my chest and your pain is the entrance i am creating something they will never forget pain, lust, greed, deceit, envy, sex, love pour the misery down on me admire the newest creation of sin the mad laughter inside my heart is my only deception dreams unfold with precious patience deluded lament of torture we cannot escape our fate like lambs to the slaughter the hand is not shaking as i open the door to a new existence wolves of the skies gather around ravens form in chaos i have to grin by instinct my teeth have been grinded into fangs
12.
Aenima 05:42
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i walked a way paved by my own damnation cursed were the ones that never rise from the depths of devotion when it crossed my path we made a crimson pact underneath the stars in nightmares i fed with my own blood a beast between two worlds i was sick of the waiting for my own death a spark that enlightened their world like the shining in my eyes is gone my kin belongs nowhere except in hell the blood drips from my mouth like a promise of seven lives taken with the foot on the throat of my own enmity i finally inhale the breath of life but it leaves me unsatisfied on the wings of ravens it comes the shadows are brought forth in my visions i saw so many heavens and each single one burned in war

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released April 2, 2010

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