and i am just not what you are looking for
and i dont know what i am supposed to do
and i am assured it will only make things worse
and i just want a way out of here
i can feel the fear gripping tight
losing focus this time
out of control, can't hide the scars anymore
demented, i'm holding on my breath
until there’s nothing left for me
i fell for fallacies and deceit
i am a beggar for relief
madness hunts me, the path's steep
sleep is for lovers and i have chosen to stay awake
my feet are stucked in the years of lent
the head hangs low, the throat is dry and spent
a person in the mirror, pitch-eyed black
staring back at me,
reminding me of all that i lack
control
hollowed eyes can't see
Chicago hardcore veterans embrace industrial metal, doom, and experimental electronics to transcendent, explosive effect. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 18, 2023